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Steven Caulker was battling drink and playing addictions at Tottenham and QPR, however ex-Liverpool man has rebuilt life and profession in Turkey

Steven Caulker was battling drink and gambling addictions at Tottenham and QPR, but ex-Liverpool man has rebuilt life and career in Turkey

Steven Caulker is on the highway to redemption. He’s now at peace with himself after a turbulent interval in his life and beginning to show the kind of kind which noticed him tipped for Premier League stardom as soon as upon a time.

The central defender, now plying his commerce in Turkey, made his England debut again in 2012 aged simply 20 and was a first-team common for Tottenham.

Caulker, pictured scoring on his first and solely England look, was tipped to achieve the very prime of English soccer
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However, behind the scenes, his life had been spiralling uncontrolled for a number of years and issues had been solely going to worsen.

His consuming and playing habits had been simply numbing the ache. Caulker readily admits he had no ‘self-worth’ with large issues arising off the sphere which varied newspapers picked up on.

“It was undoubtedly a vicious cycle,” the 28-year-old advised talkSPORT. “There can be one drawback I’d attempt to break free from and tackle after which one thing else got here up.

“All my issues had been simply build up and I couldn’t cope. It wasn’t till I used to be capable of break free from soccer that I used to be capable of get clear.

“My self-worth was utterly and completely shattered. I don’t recognise the particular person I used to be then.

“The media protection was simply relentless too. I get these guys have jobs to do and so they have bosses to report back to, however once you’re going by way of one thing like that it’s so severe.

”Many individuals I do know with this drawback haven’t made it out the opposite aspect.

“It’s not only a story to run, it’s any individual’s life on the finish of the day after which your loved ones has to witness all of it first hand.”

The tipping level got here at QPR. There have been severe issues across the membership relating to Caulker’s welfare for a while earlier than his contract was mutually terminated in December 2017.

It’s a interval in Caulker’s life which he acknowledges that he confirmed a whole lack of professionalism and the place he let down many people within the course of.

Steven Caulker leaves Queens Park Rangers by mutual consent
The highly effective defender joined QPR for £8million in 2014, however left the membership simply three years later
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He has proven real regret for his actions and tried to make amends by apologising to a number of membership personnel, however that listing stretches far wider than merely QPR. A topsy-turvy 11-year skilled profession thus far has additionally seen Caulker spend time on mortgage at Southampton and Liverpool.

“By choosing up the cellphone and apologising to individuals it was very liberating for everybody concerned,” he defined. “They knew deep down that I by no means meant any hurt and that I used to be a superb man.

“I’d say 99 per cent of the individuals I contacted accepted my apology and understood that I used to be a distinct particular person again then, which under no circumstances displays who I’m now.

“Throughout your habit years you might be all the time sorry however with the ability to present it’s a lot more durable, as actions communicate louder than phrases.

“It’s onerous to simply accept somebody’s apology when their behaviour hasn’t modified. Some individuals weren’t pleased with me and I utterly perceive that.

“As a lot as I meant nicely, sadly the most important factor with habit is you do it once more.”

In response to Caulker’s interview, a QPR supply advised talkSPORT: “We’re happy to listen to Steven is in a superb place in his life now and having fun with his soccer.

“Like many others have achieved, we supported Steven all through his time on the membership. However in the end, Steven Caulker had to assist Steven Caulker.

“He’s now within the peak years of his profession, so you may solely hope the experiences that he has gone by way of will stand him in good stead to go on and fulfil his potential now.

“We want him the perfect of luck for the longer term.”

Spurs chairman Daniel Levy warned Caulker his profession would find yourself in a downward trajectory if he didn’t buck up his concepts at Spurs
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After leaving Rangers, Caulker had a short stint away from soccer as he tried to get his life again on observe earlier than signing for Dundee. In April 2018 – simply two months after becoming a member of the Scottish Premiership aspect – they rejected a club-record bid from Rosenborg.

Having performed a key position within the Darkish Blues avoiding relegation that season, Caulker then activated a clause in his contract to finish his brief stint at Dens Park on the ultimate day of the summer season switch window.

Caulker thought there can be loads of choices for him to weigh up having made that call – however he was fallacious.

He defined: “After I stepped away from Dundee I assumed there can be many alternatives within the Championship. I went on trial at Wigan and issues went very well.

“I used to be advised by the supervisor on the time [Paul Cook] I’d be getting a contract however because the weeks glided by nothing materialised.

“That was the story with a number of golf equipment again residence, whether or not or not it’s the coach needed me or the proprietor didn’t, or vice versa.

“There was that ingredient a couple of lack of belief. They didn’t belief what I used to be about, and that was honest sufficient.

“It turned obvious to me I needed to go overseas, and Turkey was by far probably the most enticing choice for me.”

Caulker is now in a spot of sobriety, a great distance from that particular person again then that he now barely recognises.

He’s having fun with life at Alanyaspor, who sit prime of the Tremendous Lig, and lives on a seafront the place he has the posh of a heat climate local weather all yr spherical.

The tragic dying of teammate and shut buddy Josef Sural in a bus crash final yr hit Caulker onerous, however he’s honouring his reminiscence in one of the best ways attainable.

Caulker has been given a brand new lease of life in Turkey and utterly turned his life round
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“I really feel nice proper now to be trustworthy with you,” he stated. “What I liked about coming right here was that I had a contemporary begin and a very clear slate.

”Individuals knew about me from my CV, however they didn’t find out about me as an individual.

“That was good as we had been capable of meet one another at face worth. I’ve obtained some pals right here now who’re arguably my closest pals in soccer.

“I really feel like all the pieces occurs for a motive. On the sphere I’ve lastly been capable of realise my potential.

”For a lot of, a few years I used to be taking part in at 50 to 60 per cent of my functionality.

“With out the psychological chains of habit I’ve been capable of take pleasure in my life on and off the pitch.”

Key to that lengthy highway to restoration has been his acceptance that he had a psychological well being difficulty. The 12-step programme of abstinence has saved him on the straight and slim.

“The 12-step fellowship has been all the pieces for me. It’s a programme for addicts, who battle with issues similar to alcohol use, playing, intercourse and meals,” Caulker defined.

“I used to be a part of that for a few years however I by no means absolutely surrendered to an sickness. I’m 6ft 3in so my mentality was all the time simply to maintain working more durable and more durable and all the pieces can be okay ultimately.

“As soon as I absolutely immersed myself into the fellowship that was requested of me I used to be capable of finding a sponsor who took me by way of the correct steps.

“A part of my each day routine is praying and writing a gratitude listing, in addition to talking to newcomers.

”I’ve obtained two guys in the mean time who I communicate with frequently about any issues they might have.

The defender says he’s now capable of be a greater father to his son

“That’s what the programme is all about; having a help community of like-minded people the place you don’t really feel judged.”

Because of Caulker functioning extra strongly as an individual, he says he’s now a greater father.

“I’ve been capable of develop emotionally, develop as a human being and positively develop as a father,” he revealed.

“I perceive my son in another way now. When he’s obtained a problem in school I’m capable of ask him what’s happening and the way he’s feeling.

“There are a number of guys who I nonetheless communicate to again residence which might be struggling in their very own lives, whether or not it’s about moving into the staff or scuffling with playing or melancholy like I’ve.

“You’re anticipated to be okay in soccer. You earn large cash and also you’re dwelling each child’s dream, however there’s additionally a distinct aspect to that.

“Beforehand I saved issues in and had contentment with myself. Even after I was taking part in on the very highest degree in England I by no means discovered that peace.

“To have that in the present day is nice and I really feel like that’s been mirrored on the pitch as nicely.”

Caulker has certainly earned rave opinions for his performances abroad. No centre-back was concerned in additional objectives (9) than Caulker within the Turkish Tremendous Lig final season.

He turns 29 subsequent month and speaks with an air of confidence that greater and higher issues lie forward for him.

He would relish the chance to play worldwide soccer. Caulker qualifies to play for Scotland by way of his grandmother and reached out to supervisor Steve Clarke and his assistant Steven Reid final yr to precise a want to symbolize the Tartan Military.

Caulker has not given up forcing his approach into Clarke’s European Championship squad
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Below Clarke’s management, Scotland just lately certified for a primary main event in 22 years, so Caulker is aware of he should produce one thing particular to safe a spot in his squad for subsequent summer season’s European Championship.

He defined: “I used to be requested to play for Scotland on the age of 19, however I had strain to go down one other route.

“Issues have clearly modified and I’d like to play for Scotland. I’ve made my emotions clear, so it’s about persevering with what I’m doing in the mean time and retaining my fingers crossed for one of the best.”

Caulker can be drawing inspiration from veteran AC Milan talisman Zlatan Ibrahimovic, who has scored 12 objectives in as many video games this season.

“You have a look at the likes of Zlatan in the mean time, who seems to be like he can play on till he’s 50,” he remarked.

“I hope I can proceed going for an additional 10 years and see the place that takes me.

“I’ve obtained to take care of my physique and my thoughts. My physique is feeling excellent, I suppose after a number of years of not taking part in [regularly] has truly helped me.”

Within the instant future, Caulker’s present membership are determined to tie him right down to a brand new long-term contract along with his present deal set to run out on the finish of the season.

He’s retaining his choices open – with a possible showdown with Ibrahimovic on the playing cards.

“I’ve obtained my eye on a whole lot of prime European leagues, and specifically Serie A,” he revealed. “A number of of my former English teammates are over there doing nicely, it’s a extremely thrilling league.

“Having stepped away from the Premier League bubble, you realise there may be so extra soccer around the globe to discover.

“I’d by no means rule out a return to England both. I really feel like I’m a distinct man in the present day, so if that problem was thrown at me once more I consider I’d have the instruments to cope with it.”


Caulker turns 29 subsequent month and is probably the most content material he’s ever been in his life[/caption]

He added: “Probably the most constructive factor for me proper now could be that I’m at a membership who’re at the moment prime of the league and completed fifth and reached a cup remaining final yr.

“I’m at a membership who gave me a chance, when different golf equipment wouldn’t go close to me, so I’m very grateful to them. QPR definitely weren’t providing to resume my contract again within the day.

“In 5 years time I need to be taking part in worldwide soccer, I need to be taking part in within the Champions League and Europa League.

“For me it’s about taking part in on the highest degree attainable, whether or not that’s in England, Italy, Germany or right here in Turkey.”

After all the pieces Caulker has gone by way of in soccer, he’s eager to assist nurture the subsequent era when he finally hangs up his boots.

He concluded: “I’m excited in regards to the future and at some point I want to be a coach. The experiences I’ve had over many, a few years with totally different golf equipment and totally different international locations will put me in a superb stead to develop these guys.

“I keep in mind all too nicely the pressures of being a younger participant and being tipped for greatness. I didn’t know what was happening then to inform you the reality, it’s all only a blur now.

“However in the present day I’m current and simply having fun with life and that’s crucial factor.”